food money and dates

My date last thursday, we'll call her "free-sushi girl", orders a bunch of beer, including one for the chef, sake, and sushi. The bill came and she didn't even look at it, no flinching, nothing. This was a girl that's done it before. Checks are not a reality for her. It's like the toothfairy, it may not exist, but it leaves some money behind. I paid. it was $90. This has nothing to do with losing weight, but having shopped at supermarkets during this weight lost endeavour, ninety bucks can get you a month's worth of fruits! exotic fruits. not like grapes.

Two Day Tacos but Cold Turkey Tacos

Experiment number 867:
I exercised 6 times this week with 4 mile jog/run and weights.
I ate super healthy, like the start BUT I ALSO ate tacos for dinner last night and the night before fried in LARD at that makeshift shack.
I lost 3 pounds from 197 to 194 still.

but something I realized is that they could be frying that meat in some gnarly chemicals and the customers wouldn't know it. Like toxic chemicals. Probably tons of MSG. It's so addicting. Like a drug. Time to go cold turkey

Wine Experiment

I drank two glasses of wine and will now go exercise. Let's see what happens.

Taco Experiment

I ate tacos. the authentic shit. meat fried in LARD. I got addicted, six meals in a row. gained four pounds.

NOTE:NOT GOOD FOR WEIGHTLOSS DONT DO THAT.

shotgun

every day you don't fucking exercise is like squeezing the trigger a little bit tighter on a shotgun pointed at your knees. When it clicks, you'll blow off the lower part of your leg right off.

Not exercising isn't going to kill you. But the diseases will fuck you up. Diabetes will blow your fucking leg clear off. You'll be the lucky few if you just die from a heart attack.


This is what I tell myself when I'm on the third mile and I want to quit running. I get to the fourth mile no problem.

I also want a taco.

wash your face

wash your face after you work out so you don't get zits. zits is gross. I haven't gotten it in a while. but jsut a reminder. becuase i used to.

Pain

I'm in so much pain. Two weeks not working out and suddenly going back is painful. Lesson learned.